Trying to sleep

I shivered. "Rats?" i thought, making a pitiful noise through the gag. But I couldn't see a thing in this pitch black darkness.
I was alone.

My jaw started to ache, the ballgag was really big. I tried to push it out with the tongue. Then I attempted to open the little lock on the back of this horrible thing. But even though the man had removed the zipties I couldn't do a thing. If anything, the big black ball started to feel even more uncomfortable.

I felt how my eyes slowly filled with tears. I hated this. Did my mom know what this man did to me? I punched the wall, trying to regain some of my "fuck it" attitude, which I normally showed to the rest of the world. But that only hurt horribly, and I yelled "fuck". But again you could only hear a phfff noise through the gag.

Frustrated I laid down. The cot was hard, and now I felt my tears slowly running down my cheek.

I heard a rumbling sound under my belly, reminding me that I ate nothing that evening. Nevertheless I tried to sleep. My thoughts raced. What did my family know about this? What would happen tomorrow? Where there really rats in this room? And I thought about how this man slapped my ass. How it made me feel disgraced, but, and it wasn't easy for me to admit it, how it also turned me on a bit.

It took long before I fell into an restless sleep.