The Knowledge

Then, as suddenly as before, I found I was not being pulled through reality but was in a strange, place, which, whi… ch, can only be described as feeling like a connection point between every-thing It was a nexus between oblivion and eternity There I looked upon both from within and without This was a great place full of white light I could sense, sense other watchers We would never know the wonders that were meant for those who were in this place I saw them, seven humans who stood like gods of old Not as great as the God I had met, and now feared, but they had power, and they had earned some measure of glory far beyond anything I could ever hope to achieve I was pathetic I wished I had never touched that book I had never learned of gods or hells. I would be so happy if I could fall into oblivion Not only did I now know how shitty my life had been, how much I had squandered, how much I had sinned, I knew how far we could ascend now I saw them, they were the greatest what would ever come from woman’s womb and korman’s seed I could feel that hook, and I prayed it would pull me apart I had not earned the void

I was pulled through I saw even more I saw that much as I had fallen, I could have fallen more I saw the live the other me had taken The fields dead bodies I saw myself stand in the valley of **** with my hand to the sky to fie God I saw myself stand on a mount of bones in a storm of blood