Secrets

I look at her, her eyes full of curiosity as I slowly played with my hands nervously. "I... I've always..." She just chuckles, scooting closer to me, "Spit it out, you know you can trust me." I sigh before looking down at my hands, "Everyone is always going on about how great anal is, I've always wanted to try it." Her eyes wide with surprise, "Oh... I've only tried it once before. From the person who takes it perspective, it doesn't do much for me. I mean, the feeling of getting filled feels nice but the pain at first almost doesn't make it worth it." I turn red, hearing about sexual endeavors she has done. "Well, out of the off chance, what's the possibility we...you know...could do it? I would be really gentle and use a lot of lube...." I look up at her, her eyes full of curiosity. "Hmmm...I would have to think about it. You know, our relationship would never be the same. And plus, what would I get in return? Like I said, let me think about it." I leave it at that, watching her stand up. She stretches her arms up, her body stretching as she goes up on her tippy toes. "I'm going to bed, I'm dog tired and my bed is calling my name. Feel free to make yourself at home, there's blankets in the cabinet in the hall." With that, she slowly shuffles down the hall to her room, her hips swaying as she walked. I sigh as I get up, grabbing said blanket and curl up on the couch, quickly falling asleep as I wonder to myself if the conversation we had really happened or if it was all in my head.