Stay and Test the Waters

Sara paused at the door as a thought crossed her mind.

She knew as she had her hand on the door knob that if she went with Mike now, if she left with him in her current state, and he was interested, she had no doubt what so ever that she would probably have sex with him. She was so excited right now at the very thought, that if he had any move then she would follow.

Did she want that?

What would James say?

Would he be ok with it?

She shook her head.

No.

She needed to find out from James first. She needed to know if he would be ok with sharing her body with others. She would never love anyone like she loved James. So what she wanted was just the sexual experience, she wanted others to use her, please her, and be pleased by her. But if James was not ok with that then she would never cross that line. She would keep it only a fantasy in her mind.

She pulled open the door. "Hey Mike! I think I'm going to stay for a few. So go do what you need!" She saw him nodded his head and heard him call back. "I'll be back in a bit!" Then she closed the door and took a deep breath.

Disaster averted!

Then she heard James come back into the room. "Thought you were going with him?" He asked her. She smiled and turned around. "I had a better idea." James raised an eyebrow at her. "And what idea did you have?"