Of course not

"No" you say with a voice full of confidence. You wish you really feel it. But you are so close...you can't be defeated now. Fifteen minutes is a long time...but every one of these minutes will bring you closer to final victory.

"As you wish" he answered.

It is everything you expected and even more. The pain is beyond your imagination, every other thought leaves you, it's like...you are becoming the pain yourself. But somewhere deep down, you can find a little bit of pleasure in it. It's just a flicker, but you feel it. Maybe if you try to look for it more, it will be easier for you to survive this. On the other hand...if you concentrate on this pleasure too much, you can drown on it. So you have another choice to make, do you just try to survive it and don't think about pleasure, or do you take that risk in hope that it will make pain more bearable?