No

No! You can't constantly just give in to your arousal, this is the shortest way to a pathetic defeat. It pains you to do it, but somehow you manage to win this fight with yourself. You know that you will have some hard moments in the future, but you have to endure them, you need to be strong.

"You can stroke your pussy if you want" Gavin says nonchalantly.

"I'm good, thanks" you answer through gritted teeth.

"Are you sure?" he asks "because your face is really flushed. It seems that you need that bad. Really bad."

"I'll manage" you **** yourself to answer.

"Really? As you wish" he shrugs his shoulders, but it's obvious that he is disappointed. It seems that you dodged a bullet, at least this time.