No

Lily left you alone after that, letting you think about it as you went to your room. Dinner was quite pleasant with everyone making sure to avoid the subject of the upcoming conflict and the issues it was likely to bring. The decision was easy. Heck no. You had gotten captured in your first battle very easily. There was no reason to think that the two weeks of training Lily had given you would improve the outcome of your next one. You would do what Lily asked with Adi because she was your master and she'd been kind to you but the possibility of getting captured again and having your time reset was an almost certainty if you stepped foot on any battlefield. You would probably get yourself AND Adi captured. There was no guarantee your next master would be anything like Lily either. You had gotten lucky once. It was unlikely that would happen again. The only reason you would even be bringing your armor along was in case you had to get on a dropship.

The next morning you awoke and went outside to see Lily waiting for her recruits and gave her your decision.

"I'm sorry. I can't fight, I know I'll screw up again and make everyone get captured." You said, nervous as you looked for her response. She didn't seem to be angry as she turned towards you. She pulled out her handheld and sent a message before speaking.

"Shandra, you got attacked from behind by two experienced ax-women. You didn't stand a chance, nobody else would have either. Still, I'll respect your decision. You'll be assigned to help out on the ship, keeping it cleaned, being a sparring partner that sort of thing. Make sure above all else that you're there for Adi when she needs you. You'll be sharing a room and a bed. She probably won't make a move on you but if she does you can decide what you want to do. I meant it when I said your body is yours for doing this. If you change your mind there will be a weapon waiting for you." She told you turning back to face the courtyard.

"I'll do my best." You didn't wait for her reply. You heard a bus pulling in as you re-entered the house to get your gear ready for travel. Off to travel the stars in a foreign factions ship for the second time.