Let Tellus be

I walked past Tellus's room to my own room. I immediately laid myself on the soft single bed. I stared blankly at the ceiling, clearing my mind off the guilt for making my brother angry...I sighed;maybe I should apologize to him...?

I was about to get up when I heard a voice at the door..."Terra? Can I come in?" I quickly sat up on my bed and stammered, "Sh...Sure...come in...." Tellus went into my messy room - which I was quite ashamed of - and sat next to me. There was nothing but the sound of silence in the air...

Then, Tellus said, "I...I'm sorry for what I did to you just now...I...I wasn't myself at that time...sorry..." I stared at his face...guilt. Guilt was the only thing I see in his eyes. For the first time, I felt the innocence in my brother's heart...I touched his shoulders and said something I myself consider weird..."It's okay Tellus...if...if that was what makes you happy, it's okay then...if you want to do it again..."

Tellus stared at me for a few seconds and smiled. Without any hesitation from him, and without any defense from myself, Tellus took off my clothes and laid them on the floor. He quickly caressed my less-muscular body - a normal body for a 17 year old boy. He kissed and licked my smooth neck and shoulders. I let him do it as I breathed in excitement. The weird sensation that I had felt before came to me again...this time with a lust for more!

My neck was wet with my sweat and Tellus's hot saliva. I gasped deeply as Tellus bit the flesh of my shoulder hard. Slowly, he pushed me to the bed. His lips moved slowly from my neck towards my own lips. His tongue played with mine, and while doing so, he carefully took off my briefs to my ankles.

"Tellus...how...how was it like being gay?" I asked. Tellus paused and looked at me in the eyes. "Why? You want to feel how's it like? Well..." Tellus got up a little..."It feels like this alright...hot and steamy with a man, you know..." "Then how do gays do..ummm...sex...?" I asked curiously. Silence...

"You want to try?...it's painful, though...or you want me to just jerk you off?"