Keep holding on.

You don't want to give her the satisfaction so you shake your head and do your best to not show how desperately you need to pee.

"Suit yourself." She says with a smile. "I'll tell the nurses that you need some rest and not to bother you for the next 8 hours. Your diaper should be thoroughly soaked by then."

With that, she leaves, closing the door behind her.

It's not long before you lose control and flood your diaper. At first you feel like your bottom is resting in a warm puddle but the padding then absorbs it, leaving only a feeling of dampness. Mostly you just feel relieved to no longer have that pressure on your bladder.

Over time the diaper grows cold and uncomfortable. Inside, your skin starts to itch. With nothing to occupy your mind, you eventually fall asleep.

You wake some time later, needing to pee once more. Your skin feels like it is burning and when you finally release your bladder it only makes it worse.

Finally another nurse comes in, pushing a cart just like the previous one. She doesn't need to check your diaper, the smell makes it clear that you are wet.

"Let's get you changed." She rips open the velcro tabs holding the diaper on and pulls it open between your legs. The air is cold on you wet privates. "You've got quite a diaper rash." She comments as she begins wiping you. The wet wipes feel painfully rough against your raw skin.

She throws the soggy diaper into a bucket underneath the cart and takes out a dry one. She slides it under your bottom then collects a tube of something from the cart.

You feel her spread some sort of cream across your bottom. It immediately starts to soothe your skin. "This ointment will help with that rash." She explains, using a finger to apply it up your crack.

She pulls the front of the diaper up between your legs "This is a special diaper for difficult patients. " She explains, as she pulls the sides up and fastens them with a click. You look down to see a small padlock holding the diaper together.

She gets to work unbuckling the leather straps holding you to the bed. "You are free to go where you like so long as you stay on the hospital grounds."

You get up from the bed and stretch out your muscles as the nurse wheels her cart out of your room. The bulky padding between your thigs and against your bottom let you know that you aren't going to be able to forget that you're diapered.