I could join a local online kinkster group.

I heard the name of the website years ago at a bar and pulling back my laptop, plopping back on to the bed, I began the process of signing up for City Kinksters. At first I just set up my username and basic info. I wanted a name that was straight to the point and listed it as “WhiteWifeForBBC”

I began lurking over the forums and saw how active they were and I was far from the only woman looking to have some fun. I found myself on the personal ads for women trying to find bulls to fuck them while their useless husbands had to jerk off and there was a new post every day! I was amazed looking in the comments, there was this whole world of hung black men eager to fuck woman like me and it all seemed so simple.

I thought back on the times I had photo shoots done of me in lingerie. It was all for Tyler but he couldn’t even care. I realized then if he didn’t care then maybe all the men on this website would. I uploaded a profile picture and I smiled to myself since I was sure I would find what I was looking for.

Now it was time to make my first post. I went into the BBC for Married Women forum and eagerly clicked on the “new post” button. I knew exactly what I wanted, I literally have been dreaming about! I wanted to fuck a bull and show Tyler how a real man fucks. I wanted be an object to be used for pleasure, and honestly I couldn’t care less what Tyler thought; which is why I was going to do this at our apartment. With my mind set I began typing away.

“Horny white wife here! I’m looking for a black bull to show my husband how to really fuck! I only have three rules, be black, be hung, and bring your own condoms. Send me a picture proving you got a big dick and I’ll send you the address;)”

With that I clicked submit and I was prepared to wait but instantly I got a response and then another and another and they just kept coming in. It was overwhelming my inbox, maybe I should just abort this all or maybe I want to be overwhelmed?