Go to Tellus's room and apologize

I went up to Tellus's room. The door was half-opened and through the small gap I could see my brother sitting on his bed. His muscular, tanned body reflexed as he took off his shirt. I gulped. The sight of his body made me feel that weird sensation again...

I knocked slowly on the oak door..."Come in..." I heard a soft reply. I went in his room slowly. This was the first time I went into his room. Tellus's room was a master bedroom. He had turned half of the massive space into his designing area. He even had three huge shelves of books and magazines, and a king-sized bed at the middle of the room. It was very neat...compared to my room...

"Err...Tellus?...I...I'm sorry about what happened just now...I'm really, really sorry..." I stammered, not wanting to burst his anger. He turned and smiled at me, and said, "It's okay...I was the one who supposed to ask for forgiveness...I made you shocked so sudden..." I could see the guilt in his hazel eyes...

I walked towards my guilt-ridden brother and said, "If..if that thing you did makes you happy..." I swallowed my saliva and experienced a difficulty in breathing..."...I'm willing to let you do it again..." Tellus's eyes bulge in shock. "Why are you saying this, Terra? I..." "I knew you're a gay...and I also knew that...you are lonely, Tellus...so..." I cut his words.

I could see the red blush in his face. Sweat and hot breath surrounded Tellus and I...the only thing now was to find a good spot to make him continue whatever he was doing to me just now...