Boobs?

Abruptly Lila stopped the kiss and pulled back

“What?” I asked.

“I’m not, not ready for that yet.” She said, a little scared of my reaction. I felt a beat of disappointment but quickly smiled. “That’s okay, Don’t worry,” I said, thinking: It’s just touching, not sex. But maybe I went too fast. The kiss was amazing, but if only I could let her show me her boobs. I thought of maybe cutting her dress, but no, I couldn’t scare her. Lila looked at me.

“You sure everything is okay?” she asked.

No, it’s not, I thought, I want you to show me your boobs.

“I can show you them if that makes you feel better?” Lila said so suddenly, it snapped me out of my head.

“What?”