Assuage the Guilt

"We walked a little way and I finally worked up the courage to say something.

"Roxie, stop a minute we need to talk."

"Uh oh, sounds like Mind is going all drama on me. What's up?" Roxie turned and looked for a shaded area with rocks to sit on.

After sitting down and taking off my backpack I begin. Well, I tried to begin but it wasn't until the third try that I finally blurted out, "I kinda had sex with Chris."

Roxie was quiet for a moment. She just looked at me but I couldn't meet her eyes. I was feeling tremendously guilty. Roxie had never been the type to yell and scream when she was angry. She always showed that quiet terrifying calm.

"What do you mean you kinda had sex with Chris? You either did or you didn't."

"I'm really sorry Roxie. You know you are my best friend. I'll do anything to make this up to you."

"Tell me how it happened?" She asked. Her face was stone.

I was shaking as I explained how Chris had come into the shower with me. I omitted the part about him watching me masturbate. I looked at my shoes the entire time and restated my vow to do anything to make it up to her. I loved this woman.

"Stand up." She demanded and I compiled. She stepped up close to me, close enough to kiss and then she told me to strip.

Here I balked. I wasn't sure what she had in mind but we had come in her car and I didn't relish the idea of walking home naked.

"Trust me?" she asked in a small whisper.

"With my life." I replied and meant it.

"Then strip." This time I did as she asked praying that she would only humiliate me a little and her need for **** would be satisfied.

When I was standing naked but for my shoes she moved around me. Then she stood in front of me again. Our nipples brushed and my hardened but I still couldn't bring myself to look her in the eye.

"Did he put his cock here?" she breathed and slid her hand between the lips of my pussy. She acted out what I had told her and I couldn't help myself. I grasped her shoulders when she dipped three fingers into my wet cunt and teased me with them.

"Yes."

"Did you like the way his cock felt? Did you want to fuck him Mindy?" she whispered in my ear.

"I didn't say anything as she thurst her fingers into my pussy. She pulled them out again and asked her questions again. I was sobbing.

"Yes, I'm sorry, I liked it and I wanted him to fuck me. I wanted him to fuck me over and over with his cock." I cried and she fucked me with her fingers again, she used her thumb to rub my clit. My knees threatened to give out but she held me close to her. When my orgasm washed over me, I bawled like a baby. She held me until I stopped crying. I sank back down to the rock and put my head in my hands.

"There is one thing you can do that will make me forgive you." Roxie said.

I looked up at her and thought, here it comes.

"You can eat my pussy."

I looked up at Roxie in shock. Was she serious?