Admits her feelings

Noticing her seemingly disappointed response, I decided to call her on it. "You sound disappointed. Why? I would think that you would be creeped out and disturbed by the fact that your best friend was jacking off to thoughts of you."

"That's what you would think wouldn't you?" She asked dejectedly.

"Well, yeah. That tends to be the normal response when a girl finds out that they are a masturbation fantasy."

"Well, I guess. But I find it as a compliment. Because that means that you think I am hot enough to think of in your sexual fantasies." she continued without looking at me.

"Well, I do think you are really attractive." I said looking at her.

"You do?" she stammered slowly turning to look at me.

"Of course I do. I may not have really thought of you that way before now because I just assumed that we would be friends forever and that was it, but I have always seen how attractive you are. Why do you think that all of the assholes in the school avoided you when they would hit on almost every other girl?"

"I thought it was because they didn't think I was hot enough." she said.

"No. That is the exact opposite of what happened. I made it very clear to those creeps that if they tried to hit on you and be the creeps that they are towards the other girls, then they would have to deal with me. And none of them are that stupid. I have been keeping all of those creeps away from you all these years because I knew they would go after you hard because of your looks."

"You did that....for me?" she stammered as tears started to well up in her eyes.

"Of course I did. I didn't want any assholes to mess with my best friend or hurt her." I said. "Now, I know it threw you off to see me jacking off but why did you run away?"

"I....it just hit really close to my heart. That's all." she said glancing down at her lap again.

"I don't understand. What do you mean?"

"I thought that maybe, if you were jacking off to me that maybe you liked me as more than a friend and maybe my feelings were reciprocated but I guess that isn't completely true." she said while quickly wiping her eyes.

"So you ran away because you thought I might have feel.....wait a sec. Did you say your feelings and reciprocated?" I responded hesitating as her words finally processed in my brain.

"Yes." she whispered.

"So you have feelings for me? Like more than just best friend feelings?"

"Yes. I have for years." She continued.