..."Why do they need to know?"

Sister Mary raises her tear and cum stained face up to look at me.

"What?"

"I mean, if you're worried what the elders will think why do we need to tell them anything?"

"You mean lie, you want to lie to the elders..." She says looking at me in shock.

"No, I'm not saying lie to them. Just don't tell them. That's not lying." I reply getting up and moving towards her. As I do I remember that my cock is still out in the open. Putting it back under my robes I come to a stop once I'm next to Sister Mary.

"It's not exactly being honest though is it?" She says, although looking a little less upset as she does.

"I know. But it's not as if keeping secrets is bad. I mean the elders have kept many secrets from me and I'm sure they'd justify it by saying it was for my own good." Sister Mary lets out a small sniff as I place a consoling hand on her shoulder, reasoning this would go down better than placing it back where it had been only a few minutes earlier.

"I guess if we both don't say anything..." She begins whilst drying her eyes on her sleeve, "...and we stop what we've been doing then everything should be okay." Stop what we've been doing?! My insides writhe in despair at these words. Never have Sister Mary touch me again.....Never touch her again.....No! This can't happen! However before I respond a very small voice deep within me pipes up in agreement with Sister Mary. This small part of me that feels like it's from a different person asks me to remember my commitment to the monastery and it's teachings. Remember the oaths I swore to uphold and the beliefs that have been a part of my life since they took me in. A tiny battle begins to rage within me between my old self and the new one. "Agreed?" Sister Mary asks looking up into my face. Still torn between two lives I take a moment before I answer, still not sure which path to choose.