"Let's go home..."

We walked down the street towards our house. Tellus became himself again - we didn't speak much on the way, not even wanting to recall what we had just faced...Tellus just smoked his cigarette calmly. I, on the other hand, felt awkward on my feet...the thing we did in the diner made me so weak and tired...Man, I swore I'll never do that again!
...will I ever kept to my promise? Heaven knows more than I do...

This was the day I first experience what my brother had in heart...my first intimacy with a man...The weird lust I felt for the first time made me begged for more!! But it was kind of impossible; Tellus will not do the same thing again to someone he never loved...even his own brother....

"Hey...what are waiting for, moron? Hurry up and get into the house...it's getting dark out here..." Tellus's voice woke me up from my deep thoughts. He was staring at me from the porch; the front door was already opened. I quickly increased my pace towards my house as Tellus went in....halfway I stopped...

Did I just see...Tellus smile? Even if he had smiled before...this one was so innocent, so full of care and...love...
I smiled to myself.....'Be confident, his smile tells you that he'll do it again...' my mind naughtyly said...yeah, it's true enough...who knows...he'll never let me go...
...ever...